Monday, September 06, 2004

broke two golden rules... blew it

I'm eating again, real food, for the second day in a row.

Both situations are the result of me not having my shakes/soups already made when they're needed (Golden Rule #1). Golden Rule #2- Never screw up two days in a row.

This is why I don't need to introduce men into my life right now. It just throws everything off track.

...In comes the guilt. I feel like throwing up. How could I be so weak? I didn't even take the time to even try to resist... No prayer, no shout for support. That is not the way its supposed to be. I'm just an emotional mess right now.

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